I went out, naked, exposing my soul, and found an asshole: myself face down in a pool.
I see things because I look so hard, trying to gain momentum, keeping myself eyes up afloat.
Then, SMACK! Open-handed SWAT upside the head. I saw something meant for someone else.
I knew it deep, where I denied, the spot my past heartbreaks hide, where a neon sign shines:
When you feel so good
Everything seems right,
Check yourself!
It’s just your own creative lie.
“Love is merely a madness.”
From this I hide.