Oh, captain! My captain! I bow in deference to your knowledge and dynamic approach to the wild sea. In your ship, concealed in the keel, steady and balanced, I float under you, seeing and enjoying wonderful scenes. Clandestine, I borded your vessel, too private to let anyone know, and there, vicariously, I can live outside of my shadows.

Watching you work magic, truth be told, was more needed today than anyone outside of my SELF knows. The video plays, and I smile so wide that my cheeks tire after a short while.

But, that’s what you do, make everyone you meet feel good, like they matter in this fucked up world.

People don’t treat each other in a way that brings a positive state of mind, but you seem to do it to me every time! I’m hooked on your look, eyes so kind, I have trouble sleeping some nights. Desire wants to drive.

Here, on my blog, my ‘safe’ space is open to all, but no one reads it. And I tell the twisted tale of where my heart lives now. Not very happy, but working that out, lol♥️