At this point, my mental defense system I HATE. From even your voice, I had to separate.

Yet, every morning still, with muscles shivering while I maintain restraint, I want to touch you in some small way.

I know I love you in a way I’m not supposed to and become obsessed with needing to physically trail my fingers all over you, so I didn’t know what else to do.

Therefore, I keep you safe, in my head, and daily use your smile, your laugh, things you once said to cheer me up or turn me on.

I need you to know, however I may try to hide online, I welcome you to come any day because with you I love to play!

Truth be to You: Ooohhh, how I miss your kind of smooth!!! You could always put me in a good mood.