Choking, can’t breathe, suffocating as I swallowed my tongue trying not to speak, and I don’t know how much longer I can go before I BLOW!

I wonder how to change my fate when no matter what I say, no one seems to hear, no one seems to care. He crushes my voice,  breaks my heart, two decades of sarcasm picking my wounds, and I don’t know how to go on…

There it is again! Giving up, giving in to the dark…desiring a spark.