here kitty

I want to be your pussy cat, climbing up your chest pit-a-pat, nuzzling my nose across your skin to tickle-lick the nape of your neck, and with a head rub upon your lobe, my purrrr vibrates waves of cravings to your inner-ear, “I need you!” echos loud and clear…(Can you hear???)

You may not have a cat, but as a cat owner, woth Banchee there’s one thing of which I’m certain: at times there’s a NEED, not just a want to be pet, aggression when denied, staring at me as if I don’t love him, like I lied. I’m kinda like that.

When I think I’ve lost you, when I’m SURE that your gone, when I’m positive I will NEVER, EVER get to rub your head again, I transform myself into a kitty, and I pretend that I’m your only pussy friend.

to lay me right in the head

I lost my voice. Absconding with social scarcity into my mind, awaiting sleep where my subconscious allows it to speak…

You sit with me before a fire burning, and I confess, “I’ve written this scene in two different stories, but I couldn’t finish it.”

Your eyes, focusing on reading me, widen in a sad furrow, “Why?” Your simple reply, but I knew that you knew.

A stutter-start, “I…um…I…mmm…I need you to teach me…mmm, teach me what to do. It’s been an eternity since my desire dined upon your whims. With you, my dreams come true.”

You bow your head to nuzzle my neck, thick lips kiss a slow crawl to my chin, whispering, “First…”

You sit tall, peer into my eyes, and glide a fan of fingers over my cheekbone, slipping your fourth digit atop my bottom lip, when compelled my tongue closes over the tip while a moan at being touched escapes from deep in my throat, and then, you lean in and envelop me in your arms, kissing my lips, our tongues swimming a dance of love-lust…

On a rug of fur, to animals we return, clothes gone, kneeling with your cock standing tall, I pull on your head while I guide your hips down upon my body, and I push your tip to slip through my pussy walls, sliding deeper with each pressure push wetting wild the ride as my chest arches breasts into your palms.

With a breast squeeze, you pin my nipples together, a lick and a bite allthewhile pumping up your head into me, until I yell all sloppy, “Yes! I need you to plug the hole, oh yeah,” and you push, push, push down deep, and lean in to kiss me again, as I scream, “Yes…yes…plug the hole in my soul!” And filled creamy, you left me dreamy.

No more needs to be said. You laid me right in the head.

How was the big V?

Did your big V make out like my big V:

vibration coming from watching sex on TV,

alone while with somebody,

no kiss or any happy to the V. 

Yet another holiday kidless and estranged.

While young, I always wondered what 20 years of marriage would be like, knowing that would never be me

Now, I guess I know.

My big V forever will be neglected and longing for someone, something STIMULATING to take a moment and dote love upon me.

Unless…maybe You come satisfy my big V where X marks Your entry, hard-cocked and loaded to pump in and up the V between my legs, titlating my nips while wet kissing our hips rapid pecks perking us into a dick splashing bliss…

I sure hope You got something sweet for Your big V! I’d hate for You to not get a “Happy Valentine’s day” or a peck of a kiss.

It’d be a shame, for Yours is the kiss I miss.

A New Year Note: Sorry to Say

Everything feels pretty fucked up.

Just in my house, I have to be quiet as a mouse or someone interprets what I say in the wrong way, erupting a confrontation of epic proportion over NOTHING at all and the hitting a wall!

(Secret be told, I’ve turned cold. In both of my Eves (Christmas & New Year’s too), I got FUCKED, but not in the good way…a dick made both nights SUCK!)

SOOO MUCH WORSE then, in the world, a new year’s begun with a US president whose dick’s so small he has to has to fuck other countries til they fall!

Soooo…

OH, MY GOD, I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO!

But, no. I just keep cleaning my humble little home and fume, trying to tune out and avoid the no good news…

Then…puff a little dope (sometimes, a little pot smoke can give my brain hope;)

(To You: Sorry to vent, but I needed a friend;)

One MAD Rut

I’m mad, not sad…NO, MAD. No one gives a fuck, especially not my hub. I can’t imagine how to fix us this broken when changing is an impossibility for us both. So stuck in a rut years long, and the longer marriage drags us along, the less I’m interested in touching or being touched at all…at least by the man that makes me feel like shit all the time. I’m literally losing my mind, wondering why my desire to feel doesn’t reach across the bed with appeal, but instead I get MAD!!!

Want to help me do something bad???

(To You: It’s that time of year again, when I have little good to say because all I want to do is run away. Next week, let’s breathe in each other’s ear…Ahhh yesss, that would tingle me some cheer😉

Sun on Ice

Like the sun on ice during a Midwest winter, I know you’re there, yet I can’t feel you.

Beaming bright your light refracts off the world with a slice-like sting upon my eyes,

Slammed lids keep you caught within me where you warm my frightened frigity as you do things to boil my blood from toe to head in waves of warmth coming again and again until You make me become overwhelmed…

I melt myself back to life, a grin on my lips, knowing I’ve got you trapped within.

Darker Still

Your lips           my skin

Oh, Love!            I want

to feel               your tingles

tickle me           once again.

I need                you in me!

Pop up                 my head…

You slip.               You slide.

I open                myself wide

I let you                come in

play around          but then

in the end        down you came

Tongue lashes        help me

atone for               my sins:

An angel                in my

DEVILISH              MIND.