In the End

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Every ending is a disguised beginning. Might be trite, yet where would I be without the truism?

Transcendence is the meaning of life, thereby giving purpose to my strife, right?

But, it sucks in the dark, feeling stuck, searching for a life-line thrown from above to pull me out of the grave my brain has dug, waiting to warm my lips with a true-light’s kiss, hoping my heart will catch beat again in this life by something…

A line!!! I found it! This morning my brain yelled, and yet stayed paralyzed still.

Birds start bouncing upon my window, teasing me to get out, tapping a message, “You can do it, you’re not all alone! You carry friends to sing with you in your car. The season’s changing, sun’s a-peeking, treebuds blooming, this is what you are seeking. Join us and you’ll see that sometimes the world can be sweet.”

I start my engine igniting IN THE END…

Thank You ALO Friends!

a wish away

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I can’t connect, social media not my friend, makes me feel like a stalker when looking at someone I’m interested in, as if that person wants me dreaming intimacy, the kind I’m lacking.

“Boundaries!” My brain screams.

I find myself OVER thinking, “He would never be thinking about you, your a wish away from crazy!”

I want to be a gypsy, like never before in my life, or maybe a nomad…

No, a hippie following my favorite band, seeing new faces and places, dancing and feeling good across the land, forgetting a war’s at hand.

Awe

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Awe tastes like coffee,

steamy-hot ‘n’ smoothe

as I swallow a good gulp

Awe slips down the throat,

and with a pump to the gut

rumbling the insides up,

giving a swift kick of giddy

A rocket to the flaccid brain.

Awe is trigger addictive

to someone like me,

turning darkness to light,

I drink morning to night.

Upon a Dream

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After putting my mind in a cloud,

for a nap in my bed, I laid down.

Within the two hours passed out,

we were flying a car town to town.

Breeze dries my teeth from smiling

at the beginning of my new ending.

Flakes of salt break as I wake,

in the same place, yet changed:

FEAR is the bear I wrestle daily,

But, NO MORE will he conquer me!

I’m better and badder than he’ll ever be.

I know dreams can come true simply to inspire you 😉

A Musing

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The grind of incessant chores made less daunting with the pain in my reins, tamed by my intellect eating a moment.

A musing, I go to hopelessly inappropriate thoughts…

I want to

eat you

like cotton candy,

feel your sweetness

melt upon my tongue

so I can

swallow you

into my soul,

keeping you to hold,

sharing words

that fill me whole!